I look at him. His hand is screwed up, I can’t look at it, but I have to, I have to take care of it. I have to nurse his hand. I treat it with water and wrap it in a bandage. “Elizabeth” he says. He never calls me by my full name, he always calls me El. Everybody calls me El. I look at him and put my hand on his cheek. “It’s gonna be fine, Simon, we need to find them… I need you with me” I say with tears in my eyes. Kevin is standing there, in the corner. Watching us, his hands are shaking. He's probably thinking about Sam, we don't know where she is, probably with Lena but where?. I still can’t believe this is actually happening. I just want it to be a nightmare. I want it to be over. I just want to wake up, and see Lena sitting on my bed telling me that it was just a nightmare. I want her to be here, with me. I need my sister with me. She isn’t here anymore. We don’t know where she is. We don’t even know when she disappeared. We’re not sure of a single thing anymore. We’re not even sure of our names.