i NEVER HAD A GOOD TIME IN MY YOUNG AGE OF 0-7 years. why? because i was so mystical, trying telekinesis, trying magic from cards, simple ways of communicating to birds by trying to call them. All this happened to me. Other age mates hated me cause i perform, i perform in school and co curriculum activities. i dint know why i performed well that them, may be it was because of my mystical ways of doing or rather trying to do things.
From the age of 8 to 15, i experience a bit of calmness in my life, i mean peace but because my parents divorced and i shifted to a calm place far from disturbing crew. my mystical life never ended but what i saw was dreams,visions, power that is unexplainable. i loved it all but i never told anyone since i was not sure if its magic working. My mama bought a t.v and i saw i can be a great star like Jackie chan, van damme, jet lee, rambo. american ninja. i reallly loved those movies, still i do. I did not know that my progress was monitored by many people, i wish i knew. but it mattered to me, my dreams mattered, my life mattered though i lacked self esteem, i became shy since iwas forever told i can be nothing. I lost my control. i lost my soul. i became normal being, i never saw the dreams fluently, i did not look from within anymore, it was all about what isee out side now and not inside anymore. i lost myself