Poems....
written by Alaina Friederichas
this is just poems I think of......I also have some songs in here
Last Updated
05/31/21
Chapters
6
Reads
504
Did I Deserve This? (Song)
Chapter 4
I look at myself......
in the mirror.....
and see a girl......
who's pathetic......
Youngest of three.....
Who would know......
cause to the world......
there's only two.....
I look and see a demon.....
She's laughing at me.....
"your worth nothing...."
its more then I can take......
Now I know they stay!!
Wasting alone......
and being a fool.....
They'll stay with me....
My demons.....
Now they stay and say.....
"how are you even here?"
I answer...."I don't know"
cause no one seems to care!!
They look at me.....
They laugh at me.....
They torment my heart....
and laugh while doing it.....
I wait by an open door.....
waiting to be loved.....
waiting for that day......
knowing it won't come.....
Can I be seen?!!
I want to be heard!!....
I fool myself.....
that someone will come....
Now I know they stay!!
Wasting alone......
and being a fool.....
They'll stay with me....
My demons.....
Now they stay and say.....
"how are you even here?"
I answer...."I don't know"
cause no one seems to care!!
They'll come from the light......
See me......and say.....
"you are needed.....
you are loved......
and I will help you...."
But yet.....this world.....
I was a fool......
yes.....thats what I am.....
No one will come.....for.....
a demon......
Did I deserve this?.....
what did I do wrong.....
I'll stay alone......
with my demons!!!
in the mirror.....
and see a girl......
who's pathetic......
Youngest of three.....
Who would know......
cause to the world......
there's only two.....
I look and see a demon.....
She's laughing at me.....
"your worth nothing...."
its more then I can take......
Now I know they stay!!
Wasting alone......
and being a fool.....
They'll stay with me....
My demons.....
Now they stay and say.....
"how are you even here?"
I answer...."I don't know"
cause no one seems to care!!
They look at me.....
They laugh at me.....
They torment my heart....
and laugh while doing it.....
I wait by an open door.....
waiting to be loved.....
waiting for that day......
knowing it won't come.....
Can I be seen?!!
I want to be heard!!....
I fool myself.....
that someone will come....
Now I know they stay!!
Wasting alone......
and being a fool.....
They'll stay with me....
My demons.....
Now they stay and say.....
"how are you even here?"
I answer...."I don't know"
cause no one seems to care!!
They'll come from the light......
See me......and say.....
"you are needed.....
you are loved......
and I will help you...."
But yet.....this world.....
I was a fool......
yes.....thats what I am.....
No one will come.....for.....
a demon......
Did I deserve this?.....
what did I do wrong.....
I'll stay alone......
with my demons!!!