It took me a lot of balls to become his friends without blushing every 10 minutes looking at him...in our school we had different groups of people...the "cool" kids..which mainly had upper grades,the "DARK CORNER" DUN DUN! which was my group of friends ((including Mr. Caleb <3)) and Caleb's MANLY GROUP ((which honestly everyone was a wimp in the group)) after many months we finally developed a friendship I knew might spiral into something "more than friends". But things didn't become like that, He started friend zoning me and had no damn idea that I loved him so much that I would kill half the school for him (I know extreme! but this is what love does people!) he then started developing muscle..he would do random push ups and started to develop abs (which I would fantasize over) and would dream of touching...I loved just how he looked...dirty blonde short crew-cut style hair, blue-green-silver eyes,his personality, his laugh ,oh and don't forget the muscle!. The fact that nobody knew I loved him made me feel like a special agent! I always thought that we would have a happy ending! I prayed for it every night (still do!) and I always just wanted him to hold me in his arms...back to the little subject of becoming friends...I started talking to him. He had a younger brother called Nathan in my class who's as adorable as a chipmunk! I started learning more about his past and why he moved from the U.S. to Malaysia. (Don't want to say too much about him) and that was when my friends persuaded me to tell him I was Bisexual and had a crush on him.