I had gotten to a point in my life......where I was so sad and isolated......and everything I said before..... One day I was walking through the halls......mascara was on my face.....and I kept shaking and crying..... I didn't care about anything anymore.....I thought that if I heard one more negative thing or got hit......I would end it all..... So I had my books looking down at my feet.....and then I was stopped..... It was my bully and she was smiling more than usual......she said that she knew that I screamed......that I was insane and I should just go away...... I looked at her with no light in my eyes......I didn't care.....until she started to shove a camera in the face and say "insane b*tch!!" over and over and I had enough......I turned around and screamed...." I CAN'T KEEP THIS UP ANYMORE!!!!!" and ran......some followed me.....

I ran to the astronomy tower and cried and laughed......"Why am I like this?!! I don't understand!!!!" I had a 'paintbrush' with me.....so I painted on my arm..... That was until people came in and saw me.......one was Delphi and some others..... Delphi slowly approached me....talking to me....."Alaina.....I know you're very sad......and I want to help.....so does Ella....." I turned slightly and said...."They won't leave me alone......they won't......make them go away!!!" Delphi walked closer....."shhh.....its ok......I'm here......I will listen....just put the paintbrush down......." I kept crying and held it tighter......" but it makes me feel better......I'm in control......" Delphi put a hand on my shoulder gently......."Alaina.....you need help.....let us help you.....we can make them go away....." She took the paintbrush and threw it out the window and held me......" it's ok.....everything will be ok....." then the nurse arrived and took care of me......