As I waited I could feel the monster pushing power in me. It felt like a knife was stabbing me again and again. Every time I said stop it got worse and worse. I felt heat burning on my back and I felt sweaty.When it left I opened my eyes and everything was blurry. My mom came in And said something but I couldn't hear It over my pounding heart telling me to die but I refused. When I felt well enough to stand. But then I didn't want to try. My mom was crying and then my dad came in with some pain killer to ease my pain. As soon as it was in my mouth it burned down my throat and I threw up. And at that moment I wanted to die