Cecilia, 23 November

I continue driving until 5 in the morning, but the place is a 3-hour drive from where I am right now. But I'm not capable of driving for 3 hours more without sleep. I put my car to a halt near a forest that might be The Purple Forest. I don't want to go anywhere but my car, so I sleep in it after reclining it to a position so I can sleep. I doze off as soon as I close my eyes. Heaven."Rock a bye baby, on the tree top, When the wind blows the cradle will rock. When the bough breaks the cradle will fall, And down will come baby, cradle and all. "

I can feel all the blood in my heart drain away.

I can feel my heart go up my neck.

There's a woman, whispering these words into my ear. I need out. I partially open my eyes.

Hell.