THIS STORY CONTAINS SOME TOPICS READERS MAY FIND DISTURBING

IF YOU ARE UNDER THE AGE OF 16 PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS. THIS VERSION AND THE CLEAN VERSION ARE MEANT FOR READERS 16+. 

Additional Warnings:
THIS STORY CONTAINS AND IS NOT LIMITED TO:

• THOUGHTS OF SELF-HARM


• SUICIDAL THOUGHTS


• DEPRESSION


• SLIGHT MENTIONS OF SA


• DRUG USE SUCH AS
  
  
  
  • PILLS
  
  
  • SNORTING
  
  
  • STEROIDS 
  
  
  
  

IF ANY OF THESE MAY TRIGGER YOU IN ANY WAY PLEASE DO NOT READ! I WILL POST ANOTHER VERSION OF THIS WITHOUT IT. WHICH YOU CAN FIND IN MY OTHER WORKS

IF YOU DO HOWEVER CHOOSE TO READ THIS I WANT TO ADD A DISCLAIMER, I IN NOWAY INTEND TO MAKE FUN OF ANYONE WHO HAS DEPRESSION, NOR DO I ENCOURAGE SELF-HARM OR DRUG USE. IM ONLY WRITING THIS AS A PERSON WHO STRUGGLED WITH SELF-HARM, DEPRESSION, AND DRUG ABUSE FOR YEARS. I AM ALSO IN NO WAY A THERAPIST, BUT I DO HOWEVER ENCOURAGE YOU TO TALK TO A TRUSTED PERSON IF YOU HAVE ANY THOUGHTS OF HURTING YOURSELF OR HAVE ANY FORM OF SUICIDAL THOUGHTS.

Please remember to take care of yourself and others, and if you need to hear this then here it is always remember THAT YOU ARE SO IMPORTANT AND BEAUTIFUL ON THE INSIDE AND OUT. YOU DO HAVE A PURPOSE IN THIS WORLD! AND THIS FEELING WON'T LAST FOR EVER. I love you! Take care ♥