I cant believe summer is coming to a close so fast. Like I feel like I've had enough time to breath. So much so I found myself today sobbing my eyes out for the past 2 hours over the stupidest of things. I think the stress of last year and all the emotional shit that happened has finally caught up to me. And I honestly hate saying this but I think I'm depressed again. Like I was doing a puzzle listening to music and I suddenly burst into tears and started sobbing for god knows how long. I just felt every single memory of last year and from Markie come flooding in. Also everything with JJ and that whole situation came flooding in as well. I need to get my shit together before school starts up again, I don't want to feel like this during my last and final year of high school.

Which leads me to another thing. Once I graduate I don't know what to do with this diary. I mean I would have officially finished THE LAST 4 YEARS, which honestly is like damn.....that's honestly crazy. Anyways update more when things get interesting but as always

~ LUV
Ari <3