Losing light in my eyes , my Hearing goes & comes , my heart getting weaker day after day ... So i

went To sleep Thinking tht by sleeping i'll get better  , but i woke up more than tired !!!! am i dying or living ?!!! 

others wonder about me because i'm looking forward To make me HAppy .while i wonder about Them what Are They seeking To

?!!!Pure feelings , real smiles , Honest Talkings , living To die while we 're DyingTo live !!! what do i want from This life ?!!

what am i made for ?! !why am i making myself The center of attention & everything Should be about me ?!! ......

finding my Joy in The smile of others is Just a step of finding myself ^^ An unknown journey , long but could much closer .. Our

futures have already been written by us , but we still get afraid of what will come !!?!!  Today i exist but Tommorow i'm Just a

memory , a memory That can remembred or not !! Haha ?!! Nothing exist is perfect but God ! we only imagine it or Hope it

I'm always in fight with my brain cuz it always Think The way i hate . That's my real enemy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!