I laid in my room for hours and hours when there was a knock on my door. it was Hermione I got out of bed and unbolted the door. " are you not afraid of me. afraid of the fact that I could lose it any moment and hurt you" I said in a wispier voice Hermione answered "no im not afraid of you and its dinner so you coming". I didn't think I had a choice so I followed Hermione down to the hall and ate. I finished  eating and went to the hospital wing.

once they let me in I went on a hunt for Draco. it took me an hour but I fond him. I sat  on the chair next to his bed. he looked at me and said " I thought u would never come" I Smiled. " aren't you maid at me for hurting you" I said. I was so ashamed of my self I don't think my mother had ever brought that muck shame on me. he shock his head. he put his hand on my arm and told me that he'd be fine and if he hadn't pushed me non of this would have happened soon I had to go I went back to my room. I couldn't sleep how could I. I felt so guilty it was all my fault I shouldn't of got maid.

now the hole school must think im a monster.............