Many people have asked me in the past about the things I'm afraid of or what my biggest fear is, but my answer always stayed the same.

"I'm not afraid of anything" I said.

But as we all know, one sentence can mean a million things.

Some thought that the reason why I'm not afraid of anyhting is because I am just really brave, others said that it's not possible to fear nothing, they were all wrong.

I don't care about what or who might be with me when it's dark.

I don't care about the spiders that might crawl up on me when I sleep.

I don't care about sitting at the top of a mountain when the chances of falling are insanely high.

I don't care about anything because I don't care if I die.

If you don't give a single fuck about losing your life then you really are not afraid of anything.

But the truth is that I am never going to admit to anyone that I am completely careless about my own death because it turns out that this is my biggest fear,

my fear of opening up.