When did the sky so blue, become so dark?...

When did the birds that sang songs of joy, become so harsh and dull?...

What happened, to this once bright world of mine....

What changed....

Did the small raindrops, finally turn into big puddles?

The one snowflake become many?

What changed....

What changed....

What changed....

In this world of mine.

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I feel so empty,

Make the pain stop,

I just want to sleep,

To never wake up.

My smiles are hollow,

No one ever did know my true self,

A pride parade marching,

Into a endless forest green.

I wonder if life is the poison,

That lies in my vains,

Even blood lies you see,

Good or bad are false as surely as right or wrong.

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Oh what changed?

Please, someone tell me!

Alone among company,

I'm nothing, worthless, a pinch of dust overlooked and forgotten.

What happened to the music, it was once so loud.

When did the dark stop being a comfort, instead it only pulls me in.

When did those closes, turn their backs and leave?

Why?

What changed?

Oh why?

I feel so ashamed... 

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Oh please...

Won't someone help me?

Teach me to fly,

Give me wings.

I want to be free,

To be a bird,

I want to belong,

Find a home.

I'm just so empty,

Motivation has left me,

I'm not sure I can go on...

The will to survive,

I'm just so drained...

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In the end,

Life is but a game,

Cold....

Meaningless...

It should be the one to bow it's head in shame,

For it is the world to blame.

Turn it off,

Don't feel,

My head speaks words of wise.

Stay alone,

There is no home,

My heart speaks words of pain.

All that I have ever known.....

There is no home.