I'm writing this in the hospital wing after the first full moon here at Hogwarts. I forgot to take one of my doses of wolfsbane. I wasn't able to keep my human mind. I fully became the wolf. It was definitely a painful night. I never will get used to the feeling of the transformation, let alone the lead-up to it. For days I feel like I am no longer myself. I'm angrier and hungrier. Moodier. I don't like being like that. It reminds me too much of my mother. 

I woke up this morning after the transformation back with 2 broken ribs and scratches going down my chest. It was painful. It was excruciating to breathe, every shallow breath I could take sending shocks of pain through my body.  The med nurse came in the find me laying on the floor in pain. She healed my broken ribs, letting me take a deep breath in finally. I managed to slowly walk up to the hospital wing, every muscle in my body screaming at me to stop. She healed up my scratches and gave me a sleeping potion to rest and recover. 

I just woke up and it's close to noon. I missed breakfast, but she did bring me a sandwich and some fruit. I am still in a bit of pain, but it's manageable now. I just need to rest and I can return to my lessons tomorrow. I am just hoping nobody noticed my absence last night.