(Mattheo’s pov) 

Y/n was not herself now, she was angry and bad things happened when she was angry. Her crimson eyes turned black and I got thrown to the stone wall, my shoulder hit the wall first so it took most of the damage and started hurting badly. Theodore came up beside me “Are you ok?” 

“No”, I groaned in pain as I slid down the wall. Thomas started walking towards Y/n then got thrown off the side of the astronomy tower. I didn’t think so, it just happened. I suddenly was on the grounds at the bottom of the tower. I saw Thomas falling then did a spell so it stopped him right before he hit the ground, then after a second it let him down. His eyes were large, he disappeared then reappeared with Y/n in his arms, she had passed out. “Is Theodore ok?” I asked 

“He’s fine, Y/n however is not” 

“I think that's obvious” Just then I felt pain, all throughout my body. Y/n opened her eyes and they were still black. She pushed herself off of Thomas and stared at me, watching me in pain. Suddenly Thomas disappeared and it was just me and her. She smiled at me and walked over to me. I couldn’t move, I was frozen and still in pain. She grabbed my wand, cigarettes, and lighter. She lit a cigarette and leaned against the wall. 

“What do you want?” I asked, finally being able to talk

She sighed “What do I want? Well that's easy, I want the nightmares to stop, I want to not be so weak, I don’t want to be an emotional wreck anymore” 

“Where’s Thomas?” 

“Somewhere” She pushed off the wall with her foot and started walking towards me, her hands crossed “You will never find him, unless I want you to” She blew smoke in my eyes and it burned. 

“Why, why are you doing this?” 

“Because I can never have what I want, so what’s the meaning of life anyway? Why do we spend all this time for nothing” She took my dagger then cut my wrist and left me alone. I could move now but I was weak all over, I collapsed to the snowy ground and fell asleep. 

I felt a hand on my shoulder, someone was shaking me. I opened my eyes and saw Enzo standing there, holding out his hand for me. I took it and he helped pull me up “What happened to you?” He asked 

“Y/n” I replied “Something happened to her” 

(Thomas’s pov) 

I awoke in a dark room, I was chained to the wall and I couldn’t see anything. Suddenly a light went on and Y/n appeared, leaning against the wall, smoking. I looked away but she came up to me and forced me to look at her then she blew smoke in my face and I started coughing and my eyes burned. She smiled and went back to the wall. 

“What do you want” I asked 

She laughed “Mattheo asked me the same question first too, but I’m not here to talk to you, no, I’m here for payback” She glared at me then took what I knew was Mattheo’s dagger and cut my wrist then with the same dagger she cut both her wrists. The lights turned off and I was back to not being able to see anything.  

“Y/n!” I called out. I didn't hear any footsteps or anything but suddenly her voice was next to me.

“Yes,” She replied. I grabbed her arm then entered her mind and knocked her out. No one else knew that you could do that plus it was really hard and took most of my energy. The chains came off and I turned the lights on then grabbed Y/n and apparated to her bedroom back at the house. No one else was home. I told Mattheo where I was and he appeared  a little while later. I used the same chains she used on me because they limited most of my magic then chained her to her bed. 

“Where were you?” He asked “Where did she take you?”

“I honestly have no clue, what did she do to you?”

“Made me feel pain, cut me” I noticed the cut on his wrist

“She cut me too” I replied

“How did you knock her out?” He asked

“That's not important, but she cut herself too. I got your dagger back and took hers while I was at it” I handed him his dagger

“Thanks” He took it and put it away then I gave him his lighter and reluctantly gave him his cigarettes. 

An hour later Y/n woke up. She blinked a couple time then looked over at us sleepily “How did I get here” She asked, her eyes half closed

“I brought you here” I replied 

“And why am I chained to the bed?” She frowned “Don’t tell me I did that thing were I acted like I don’t usually act and make stupid decisions” 

“Yeah you did” 

“Sadly” Mattheo added 

She sighed “What did I do this time? Do I even want to know?” 

“You threw me against a wall then threw Thomas off the astronomy tower then you practically torchered me” Mattheo answered 

“You're forgetting one thing” I replied 

Mattheo’s lips formed a straight line. Do you want to tell me she was smoking or are we talking about something else? He asked in his mind

“Don’t tell me that I was smoking” She sounded annoyed with herself. When neither of us replied she continued “I did, didn’t I” 

“Yes, you did,” Mattheo replied. 

Y/n closed her eyes “I’m so sorry for anything I did to you, I really am” She started crying

Mattheo slowly started walking towards her “It’s ok Y/n”

“No it’s not” He shouted into her blankets “My emotions are all over the place, it’s just like in my nightmares, I feel like I am not in control of myself, I feel like I am surrounded by darkness, I feel trapped. I never wanted to hurt any of you, I never wanted to… and yet I hurt you, in ways I didn’t want to. I could have killed you. My magic, sure it’s strong but it’s not helpful when you can’t control it, no matter how much I try to control it, I can’t” She started crying “I had a feeling that this would happen, but I didn’t think much of it, I’m so stupid for not telling you” 

“You had a feeling that what was going to happen?” I asked

“That I would lose control, that lets just say my other, not so friendly self would come out, and it did” She said in between breaths “I can feel it coming, last year I could feel it, and I ignored it, and yet I didn’t learn from my mistakes” She shook her head

“When did you start feeling it?” Mattheo asked 

“After the dance” She replied “I thought it had went away but apparently it hasn’t” 

I exchanged glances with Mattheo “We think someone slipped a potion into your drink at the dance, I didn’t know what the effects of the potion were until today”

“Who do you think did it?” 

“I have my suspicions” I answered 

“I think it might have been Zoe”

“That's what I was thinking” 

I nodded my head at Mattheo and he started undoing the chains. Y/n pulled them away from Mattheo “Don’t, I can still feel it, she’s not gone” 

“I’ll take my chances” Mattheo replied and finished taking them off. She walked over to her window and looked out. Then she turned and slid down to the floor and hugged her knees. Her eyes started flicking between her normal eye color, black, and crimson.