Depression

That uncomfortable feeling?

That uncontrollable sadness?

The feelings that won’t go away?

The blackness that threatens your sanity?

Depression

Does it never go away?

Does the sadness never end?

Can I never find my path?

Or always stay depressed?

Shall I go to the end?

Should I give up now?

No matter what happens

My friends stay around

Depression causes friend loss

But most of them stick around

The ones that leave aren’t really friends

But it still hurts anyway

It hurts

It just hurts

It doesn’t stop

As we try to run

It gets in our heads

And makes us see what isn’t true

As it slowly drives us insane

And those around us too

It shows that it stays

No matter what goes through our brains

It never goes away

For depression always stays

December 20th 2022 10:00 P.M.

I slowly walked away from Rufus and Cecelia.  I couldn’t believe how stupid people are, they have never once asked for me to remove my hood.  I could be an impostor or someone sent to kill them and yet, they still don’t ever ask.

I am very frustrated with them and their utter lack of motivation to do anything.  Ever since I had asked them to help me, they have been nothing but a liability.  I do care about them believe it or not but it is so infuriating to deal with them all the time.

I continue walking all the way out of the school and onto the paved road.  I struggle to get out of the school at first because my cloak keeps getting in my way.  Now that I am out though, I can go find my brother.  In order to free the Goddess Eva and make her do my bidding I will unfortunately need my brother to help me out.

My brother is a little taller than me and a lot more scary looking.  If someone looks at him they instantly feel scared because he just gives off this feeling of immense power and authority that others could only dream of having.  Everytime someone lies to him, he knows and goes after them with a terrible vengeance.  He always gets what he wants even if, at some point, it is the last thing he will ever do.

I have always seen my brother for what he is, a strategist.  One of the best and most intelligent strategists that I have ever known.  He has built a Magyk portal that can transport anyone through time.  He is so smart that he even outsmarted me in an intelligence race.  I shook my head and smiled as I remembered my anger at him.

I walked through the town without removing my hood and saw multiple people who looked at me funny.  Once I rule the world, no one would ever dare to look at me like that, ever again.

I looked up at the sky and saw all of the smoke from the still smoking school.  I can’t believe that my plan actually worked!  The only downside to it was that Rufus and Cecelia almost didn’t follow through with it.  If they hadn’t then I would have been found out by everyone.  I cannot allow that to happen.

I almost decided to get rid of both of them before I decided that it would be better if I did not do that.  It would have eventually led to me and I cannot allow that to happen.  If it led to me then people would know who I am and that I am behind all of the problems in the small town of Erlander.

I have been a master strategist for most of my life but recently got into a sticky spot with Zalworg, the demon king.  I got stuck in the Void and could not figure out how to get out.  I was stuck until my brother came and got me out.

If my brother had never arrived, I would still be there, struggling to get free.  I have struggled enough with people, I don’t need to struggle with a demon too.  I look up at the sky as I hear a screeching sound overhead.  I saw a huge eagle but that was it.

It soon became very clear that the eagle was circling me.

TO BE CONTINUED:

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