Four Years Older
I have OCD, and I obsess over random things until they're perfect. Anywho, I like this boy, but for 7 months out of the year, he's 4 years older than me. I talk to him every day and we text. He doesn't know I like him, and I've been wanting to tell him I like him, but my brain is telling me not to. I ended up writing three songs for an album called 'Four years Older' and it has three songs (more are being written) about the age difference. I really like this boy, and I've never really felt the way I do about anyone else. I'm not going to tell him I like him because in grade school liking someone two grades higher is a crime. Plus, he a fantasy. You can't date fantasies. I'm probably going to be writing a story about an age difference in high school. P.S I understand if you think it's not appropriate for me to like someone who is four years older than me, but please, no hate comments. I've thought a lot about the way I feel, and it literally keeps me up at night, so please go gossip to your friends, but don't give me the crap.
Last Updated
04/05/22
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Younger Than Him: Song #2
Chapter 2
Younger Than Him
He was a big boy
She was a little girl when they first met
He pulled her hair and messed with her dress
She pinched his feet and scratched his arms
Years flew by too fast and they grew apart
He was older than her and had other friends
She was younger than him and had different friends
He brought a girl home and she was mad
She brought a boy home and he was sad
Though they didn’t know it
They were made for one another
He was a big boy
She was a little girl when they first met
He pulled her hair and messed with her dress
She pinched his feet and scratched his arms
When she brought a boy home he realized his feelings
When he brought a girl home she felt her heart leap
They'd never felt like this before and didn't know what to think
He told her he loved but she said no
Because he was four years older and society said no
Because she was four years younger and no one could know
She hated those four years with all her heart
He wanted those four years to disappear
They knew they were soulmates, but couldn’t go on
She summed up the courage to move on
She told him she loved him
He begged to hold on
She said it was best and for them to go on
He didn’t want to, he wannted to stay
But he knew she was right and they had to stay away
It only four years and in the real world that ok
But he was a big boy
She was a little girl
All he wanted was what’s best for her
So he told her one time as the last, and he kissd her goodbye
And that was that
