Four Years Older
I have OCD, and I obsess over random things until they're perfect. Anywho, I like this boy, but for 7 months out of the year, he's 4 years older than me. I talk to him every day and we text. He doesn't know I like him, and I've been wanting to tell him I like him, but my brain is telling me not to. I ended up writing three songs for an album called 'Four years Older' and it has three songs (more are being written) about the age difference. I really like this boy, and I've never really felt the way I do about anyone else. I'm not going to tell him I like him because in grade school liking someone two grades higher is a crime. Plus, he a fantasy. You can't date fantasies. I'm probably going to be writing a story about an age difference in high school. P.S I understand if you think it's not appropriate for me to like someone who is four years older than me, but please, no hate comments. I've thought a lot about the way I feel, and it literally keeps me up at night, so please go gossip to your friends, but don't give me the crap.
Last Updated
04/05/22
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Four Years Older: Song #1
Chapter 1
Four Years Older
Four years older, four years wiser
Four years younger, four years dumber
Four years
All those four years are tearing me apart
Four years
Four years are stabbing me in the heart
I like you, but I'm younger
You don't like me, 'cause you're older
Maybe we could be something if it wasn't for those four years
Four years
Those four years are killin' me
Those four years are burning me
You're like a star, if I don't hold on, I might lose you
We're both so young, but you're four years older
We're both so old, but I'm four years younger
I like you, you don't like me
I'm younger and you're older
I might be in love, but I know it's not meant to be
Four years might mean something
But it's not for us
Four years are what is bringing me down
They're tearing me open, taking my heart and smashing it
Harder and harder
I wish four years didn't matter and I know they won't in four years
Four years older, four years wiser
Four years younger, four years dumber
Four years
All those four years are tearing me apart
Four years
Four years are stabbing me in the heart
God, why did you put in those four years
Wouldn't we be better off without them
No rules would tell us no
No girl could take my place
God, why did you put in those four years
Those four years are hurting me
Four years older, four years wiser
Four years younger, four years dumber
Four years
All those four years are tearing me apart
Four years
Four years are stabbing me in the heart
