We finish class and we stop at my locker so I can get my PE bag. I smile at him but it doesn't reach my eyes. As we get to the locker rooms we go in opposite ways to change. I go into the locker room and all the girls greet me with smile. As I change into of them I hear whispers.

"She has the perfect hourglass body." Random girl says.

" how does she look so beautiful with such little makeup?? " Another random girls asks. 

i sigh and put on my black shorts and running t-shirt. I but in my black shoes and put my hair in a ponytail. I walk out of the locker room and hear the boys car call me. I roll my eyes and make my way to Thomas. Her is wearing a nagging t-shirt and shorts. I smile and he grins back. We start running laps and we talk.

"So what movie are you thinking for to watch tonight??" He asks in the second lap.

" Hmm, " I think for a second. "Lady and the Tramp is a really good one or a scary movie." 

He looks at me weirdly. " you have scary movies. "

"I want to watch it so I can hide in your chest and feel your arms around me making sure I'm safe, duh. "

He smiles and laughs which makes me giggle. "God I love."

He says everyday and it makes me smile and my heart leap every time .  "I love you more and there is no arguing on that."

He grin s. "Oh yeah well I love you more then you love me."

" impossible. " I say as we finish our laps. We start doing push ups and sit ups next. Then we go to the weight room and do box jumping. I jump pretty high then most the girls but I don't like doing it because the boys are perverts and look at my chest and butt the whole tims. Thomas knows and calls them out but sometimes they don't listen. I finish and start my sprinting. I am one of the first to finish warm ups so I wait for Thomas to finish but over hear some girls.

"I think she got plastic surgery to have that good of a butt and chest." The girl says.

" and she must get her hair done every week to have it snowy blond. " The guy says.

i stop listening and go into the locker rom. I start crying right away. I look in th e mirror and see fat and ugliness. I pull it together and tell the teacher I feel sick. She rushed men out bc she hates sick people. I go home and change into a white crop too with black swestpants. I takeoff my makeup or what's left of it and put my hair in a messy bun again. I sit in my room and cry while watching Tv. I skip lunch bc I'm to far for my own good. I hear the door open around 3 and I know it's Thomas.

"Baby?? It me Thomas." Her says loud enough for me to hesr.

i hear him walking up the stairs to my room . I try cleani bff up my face but he opens the door and it's to late bc he sees my red puffy eyes from crying.

"Baby what's wrong??" He says and rushed over. He pulls me into his lap and hugs me. I start crying all over again and he just holds me. He is th e only one that knows about my mental health well a good part of it. He doesn't know about the eating or crying whenever I'm alone.