I lay staring at my ceiling silently crying. I hate myself to the point I can't stand sleepin . I fall asleep somewhere around 1 a m but wake up at 6. I go downstairs and make myself some coffee and tlast. My parents already left. My mom is a lawyer and my dad is the mayor. People think my family is perfect which we are on the outside but inside I'm the !easy one and no one knows. I clean up my breakfast and go upstairs to change. I change into a white flowy skirt and a link long sleeve right shirt with white convers. I put in some make up and wait for my boy friend to pick me up. I hear his black pick-up and run outsdie. I smile at him a real smile he is the only one that can do that. We are the most popular couple in school sadly. I'm the star cheerleader and he is the star football player but we aren't like everyone else. We actually love each other and care. I hop in and kiss his cheek.

"How did you sleep??" He asks the question like everyday .

"Could've been better..." I say and he nods and holds my hand.

" I'm free tonight so can I come over?? " he asks and smiles his beautiful smile that makes me melt.

"Of course but I don't think you can stay over night." I say sadly and squeeze his hand three times saying I love you.

He does it back and parks at the school. " why is that?? "

"Because my parents will be home tknight." I say as I get it and walk over to him.

" well we can just sleep then and cuddle. " He says and kisses me. I miss him back and we melt into each other but pull away when his friends cat call him. 

"Ok then yes you can stay tonight." I giggle and he takes me into the school. I take a smile to everyone and it's perfect bc no one knows how imperfect I am. We get to Science and we sit next to each other. It's going to be a long day. ..