~Savanna's pov.~

i make him walk in front of me as we walk into the house. I can feel his fear and adrenaline it excites me. I keep my face mad, I still am tho, as we go up the spiral staircase. I see th e hair on th e back of his neck stand up as he can sense me staring at him. He slows his steps as we get closer to my roo..

"Hurry your stupid a•• up!" I screech at him which makes him start to do a cold sweat. He goes into my room and I close and lock the door. Even tho vampires can still break it down , we know at least to respect t someone's privacy. By at least not eavesdropping from outside the door. That's what our vampire hearing is for. I point to my bed in one quick motion and he sits there.

"Savanna...why are we here?? " he asks in fake confindence. I ignore him and death stare him. "Why are you here?? don't you get it Ray!! We can't be together!! we will neveR be together!! We are monsters who deserve to die!! I could kill you or you could kill me!! It would never work now understand that and wrap that around your thick wolf skull!!" I scream at him shaking in anger. 

He looks down and i search his emotions. Shock, anger, sadness, and worst of all ...hope. He still has hope that we could end up together. "Savanna...pls listen to yourself. You and I caN both feel the connection we have...you have to understand that...We are meant to be together... " he whispers in so much pain that my breathing stops and it breaks my character for a split second. I snap back before he continues. "We will never be together!! I don't want to see you or talk to you ever again!! You won't talk to me during school or even look my way or I swear I will kill you!! UNDERSTAND!?!" 

He nods and I see a single year trail down his cheek. I walk to the door and unlock and open it. " Out. " I say. He looks at me shocked. "Out!" I say again and he finally gets up. He walks o it slowly. "The others are inside to I suggest you quickly get out of something bad will happen." He nods and runs but now his emotions are anger and hatred . He hates me. My stone cold heart breaks as his emotions hit me like a rock. I hold in my tears as I go down the staircase. Then the day time nightmares start. I just stand there frozen in the steps not breathing and vampire crying. I start shaking and I'm lost. I know what I did was a good thing Ray should be with someone else. But I now realize that he was the one who kept this day time nightmares away. Logan had a hard time dealing with th am too. But Ray never did because he kept them away. I stand there for hours until it stops by even then I just go upstairs and lock myself in my room. Thoughts swirl my hesd ...Logan...Ray...The Cullens...and me...