I'm tired of being what they think I should be
Feeling so faceless, lost under the surface
I hate what your expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in these shoes
(Caught in the desire to know, I'm just wanting to know)
Every rule that I break makes me a mistake to you
(Caught in the desire to know, I'm just wanting to know)
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be less of a what
and more of a who
I can't show that it's bothering me
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
'Cause all the things I'm not allowed to be
Will break free right in front of you
(Caught in the desire to know, I'm just wanting to know)
Every rule that I break makes me a mistake to you
(Caught in the desire to know, I'm just wanting to know)
And every feeling I face is more than I can take
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be less of a what
and more of a who
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
That with feelings I take I'm another disgrace to you
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be less of a what
and more of a who
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
(I'm tired of being what they think I should be)
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
(I'm tired of being what they think I should be)