Its my fault and I know it,

I'm not fighting it,

no not at all....

Can't you see?

I'm a disease,

eating you alive...

I got my eyes set on you,

you will never understand,

all I do is tear you apart....

I can't help it,

I'm sorry,

I fear I have no heart...

I'm not good at this no,

I'm a wreck and I know it,

but please hold on to me...

I just have to breath,

please don't leave me,

I'm nothing but a heart disease...

oh I fake it all so well,

smile and laugh even god can't tell,

I'm hollow inside..

Oh please help me,

I'm so sorry,

I'm hurting you but I cant help it...

leave me know,

no please don't leave,

Jakel and Hyde play inside..

Don't you see,

I'm no angel?

But a demon of desire and lust...

your better of without me I know,

I love you I'm sorry,

You'll never be free...

I smile as you are sweet,

I laugh as you joke,

and I tell you lies...

what have I done?

why me, why you?

please just use your eyes!

soul black and missing heart,

this is just the start,

you too will soon be corrupt...

oh I'm so sorry,

please forgive me,

but I'm so lonely....

Nothing but a twisted disease,

I swallow you whole,

sadly I know you will never know release...

Please just go!

I am no home!

oh please just go, I'm better of alone...