My journal about shifting
written by Jazel Riddle
im just gonna be talking about my dr and my experiences from shifting
Last Updated
05/31/21
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The Beginning
Chapter 1
I've been trying to shift since October, it is now December and i still haven't successfully shifted yet.
I get kinda sad about it sometimes because i truly do feel like i belong at Hogwarts and that id be more welcome there then i am here. I have about 17 pages in my script haha.
I have been very close to shifting many many times though.
im going to go into a little more detail about some (not all) of the times ive been close to shifting.
1:
i dont remember what method i was using but i do remember hearing two owls outside my window that night while shifting, i had gotten a few symptoms but ended up falling asleep before arriving.
2:
i was doing the the sunni method and i was thinking about moments from my dr and saying affirmations and just playing out situations from my dr in my head when out of no where i start to get burning hot, keep in mind my room is the coldest room in the house. and getting really hot or really cold is a symptom of shifting btw. Anyways i tried to ignore how hot i had gotten and continue doing what i was doing but i could only last about another minute then i just gave up and had to move out of a starfish position because it was bothering me so much (i hate hate hate being hot)
3:
i was doing my own method it was a mix of julia and raven
i was listening to my subs and saying "i am" over and over when i start to see lights ( you know when you have your eyes closed and your in a dark room then someone turns on the light and you can tell they did without opening your eyes) thats what i mean by i started to see a light ( my room was dark and everyone was asleep) so i got kinda excited because i knew i was close to shifting and i kept going, then i start to feel the room spin and my surroundings change, i wanted to open my eyes but i was nervous that id open them and still be in my or so i kept them closed. i think that i could have been super close but i ended up doubting myself and it didn't work.
I get kinda sad about it sometimes because i truly do feel like i belong at Hogwarts and that id be more welcome there then i am here. I have about 17 pages in my script haha.
I have been very close to shifting many many times though.
im going to go into a little more detail about some (not all) of the times ive been close to shifting.
1:
i dont remember what method i was using but i do remember hearing two owls outside my window that night while shifting, i had gotten a few symptoms but ended up falling asleep before arriving.
2:
i was doing the the sunni method and i was thinking about moments from my dr and saying affirmations and just playing out situations from my dr in my head when out of no where i start to get burning hot, keep in mind my room is the coldest room in the house. and getting really hot or really cold is a symptom of shifting btw. Anyways i tried to ignore how hot i had gotten and continue doing what i was doing but i could only last about another minute then i just gave up and had to move out of a starfish position because it was bothering me so much (i hate hate hate being hot)
3:
i was doing my own method it was a mix of julia and raven
i was listening to my subs and saying "i am" over and over when i start to see lights ( you know when you have your eyes closed and your in a dark room then someone turns on the light and you can tell they did without opening your eyes) thats what i mean by i started to see a light ( my room was dark and everyone was asleep) so i got kinda excited because i knew i was close to shifting and i kept going, then i start to feel the room spin and my surroundings change, i wanted to open my eyes but i was nervous that id open them and still be in my or so i kept them closed. i think that i could have been super close but i ended up doubting myself and it didn't work.
