Dear Diary,

I have a million emotions going on in my head right now and there's nothing more to be said than to put my head into it and give it my all. Somewhat, I've cleared my head and made up my mind. I wouldn't go so far as to say that I'm ok right now and will be, but this will do just for now.

Julius made a surprise visit a day earlier than expected claiming that he was fairly worried about how I sounded in words. Well, he was as charming as he always is and will be. We were supposed to meet at the usual place, where we first had our dinner together many years back, on Wednesday night but here he is. Though he did say that he still had a surprise for me, but wouldn't tell me about it until the time is right. I wonder what it is. 

I told him about the happenings in my life so far and he told me his. I asked for his advice for my knotted dilemma and guess what, I had a good "scolding'. A much needed one, to say the least. It knocked quite a bit of senses into my head.

I'm still hurt inside and out but time will heal. For now, I just hope I'm moving in the correct direction.