Dear Diary,

Today was a bad bad day. It was horrible. My best friends left. Empty chairs. Empty offices. Empty tables. 

I walked past Naya's office and it was cleared out almost instantly even though she was the Deputy Headmistress. It made me want to leave with them - so badly. I don't know what I'm going to do without them around. Tea times, late night talks, dinners, lunches, breakfasts. 

Naya, Henrick, Lillian, Rose, Aislynne. In a flash, there are gone. 

I don't like what happened. I absolutely hated it. I don't want to be here. But I want to stay for the students. I don't like all these. What should I do? 

Would I be happy staying here? I don't know. I've spent the day hidden in my office burying myself in work so that I will stop crying my eyes out. I do not want it to come to this. My words no longer make any sense because nothing is making any sense to me right now. 

Should I stay or should I go? 

I guess I'll stay. 

for now.