They say. DoN't Be YoUrSeLf. Why not? I'm stuck on top of the monkey bars. They grow to thousands of feet off the ground. I look down and everybody is laughing at me. "You like the monkey bars, don't you?" They say tauntingly. I nod vigorously, tears streaming down my face. It's just a dream...there's no blood... He just...collapsed. There was nothing I could do...I felt helpless. My sister said she couldn't find a pulse...he was barely breathing. My other sister ran upstairs to call 911...there was nothing I could do to help. Eventually, help came. And than, everything was okay again. Happy New year, 2021... I'm laughing at the dinner table. My brother turns to me and says "You have a zit, you know." I run upstairs. 30 minutes pass. When I come back, my sister asks me if I'm okay. "Yeah, I'm fine.