Angie ,
You are my life . I am scared I will lose you . I am really scared . My nightmares are getting worse .
I don't wanna hurt you . I don't want your condition to get worse because of me .
I am really really really sorry . I got to know you left the group because you are tired of my shit . I am really sorry
I love you . So so so much . I am ready to die for you . I am ready to do anything for you . You are more than Ryan . More than my girlfriend . You are more than my life .
I will always keep loving you ..until my last breath
You are my sister , my other half ..and if I lose you , my life is gone . It will be like everything is snatched from me .. you are my everything
I wish you had hurt me harder than I did . I hope someone is taking care of all the mess I made . I hope someone is loving you in ways I couldn't

I love you
Soul sister