I feel like my parents don't get me and don't love me even though they do. I feel like my mom just criticizes everything I do, even if it's a good thing. If I do something bad, it feels as though she punches me in the stomach. I say srry a lot and sometimes when I say it to much, it feels like she punches me again. Last night my dad came home and we watched an episode of firefly {Great show btw} and it was almost my bedtime and I wanted to show him a new card trick I learned {And a pretty cool one at that} and he went to wash the dishes w/ mom. I rush to my room and just cried. All my pent up emotions coming out. I just feel like crap, I didn't go to sleep last night until very late cause I was crying. I got up and went out and sat w/ my dogs. My mom came in and I really wanted a hug so I hugged her. She saw how I felt and said I could read a book I enjoyed, but that didn't really help. I want to talk to someone about this but I can't to my parents because I'll get mad and sad or they will. I just feel like I can talk to u guys here on hih. You guys care. You guys listen. Sometimes when I say something or ask a question that my dad hears, he says he didn't hear it. I just need a shoulder to cry on right now.

Oh, and plz watch Firefly! It's a great chow that u don't want to miss!