To be honest, I’m nervous about what I’m about to do. I really don’t know why it slipped out into my main track of thought and about out of my mouth. What if she doesn’t feel the same way? What if she’s already dating someone else again? What if she just likes me as a friend? What if I accidentally break her heart if she feels the same? Wh...never mind that. I have three options at this point. Wait for someone to walk in and have them save me from this, say it and see what she says, or just lie and say something else. I see the anxious look on her face and decide I should say something. “Ummm are you dating...? Just wondering...sorr-“ I started but she cut me off.
“No, I’m not. I just broke up with Seamus, so no.” Renè said and shrugged. She gave me a small smile and I just lost it. That smile drives me crazy! You can see she’s really happy, but she’s truly hurt deep down! It kills me! Augh.
"Right...ummm..." I say, clueless of what to add next.
"Hey, we never hang out anymore. How come?" She asked. Man. I know the reason, but shed hate me if I told her. But she would also hate me if I didn't tell the truth. What do I do!?