i am really sorry,
i missed u so so badly , i couldnt take it and i let it all by screaming and crying . i didnt wanna hurt u on purpose. i -i understand u are arent in the right state to talk to anyone here but i was missing u too badly to rememeber that. its all my fault.
i missed so much , i cried. so much , i cut . so much , i didnt eat. . these past few days have been tough for both of us . we both went through too much and i couldnt take it and i let it all out , the pain i had bottled up inside me.
i never ever wanted u to feel hurt . i am sorry for being a failure. i am sorry to hurt u.i am sorry i always create a mess or a drama .
you deserve better . to be honest , i really wish you would hurt me more than i did to you. i didnt direct all the negative stuff on you. i wasnt in the right state .
i am sorry. you may not see the sorrow and regret in my words but you can see them in my eyes. i regret whatever i have done .
i-i got scared you might never talk to me after what you have been through . thats why i scremed my head off like an idiot .
i dont expect u to forgive me . its not your fault .
hurt me , kill me , rip me , tear me .
i have always wanted to take your pain with me . i wanted to take that burden off your shoulders. i started freaking out the moment you were not fine .
oh, i just wish you had hurt me harder than i did
i am sorry
i am sorry
i am sorry

bye
You gotta go and get angry at all of my honesty
You know I try but I don't do too well with apologies
I hope I don't run out of time, could someone call a referee?
'Cause I just need one more shot at forgiveness
I know you know that I made those mistakes maybe once or twice
By once or twice I mean maybe a couple of hundred times
So let me, oh let me redeem, oh redeem, oh myself tonight
'Cause I just need one more shot at second chances