I won't be on HiH cause for the past week, my life has been going in a downward spiral. I thought my depression was getting better. I thought I would stop cutting myself. That's a lie. I need to be alone with my thoughts. I cut myself twice in the past week, and so far none of my family noticed. I hate waking up and seeing the scars on my arm. I won't be online. I think its making it worse. Goodbye. Maybe see you in a few days.