I had death thoughts today. 4th of July, I hate you. (don't ask)
anyway the thoughts were jumping into a firework as it went off so I would die and burning myself with the lighter and things.
Some kids on our street set their mail box on fire and I wanted to crawl inside it and burn to death.
The same kids hit a car with a small firework and it was all smoky. I wanted to make the car explode when I was in it.

wow there's a lot of burning but hey, these are fireworks.
sorry for complaining and venting... have a good day/night.