The Life Of A Fangirl

A work in progress book that is constantly being updated about my life, basically the ridiculousness of being in love, being a fangirl, being a dancer/actress/singer/writer/songwriter and just being ME. I hope you guys can gain a few laughs and a few lessons from these stories.

Last Updated

05/31/21

Chapters

6

Reads

1,199

Songs.

Chapter 6

Here are some of the songs I've written.


Hear Me



I
try to hold on



I
try not to break



But
trying isn’t good enough



And
sometimes you know you’re gonna fall


But
you pick up the pieces



Of
your messed up world



And
your broken heart



And
every time you miss a little piece


You
shatter like glass



All
over the floor



Because
you just can’t take



The
pain anymore


I'm
screaming at the world but they don't see

How everything's wrong with me

And if you asked if I'm alright

I'd tell you the whole story

About the girl afraid to fly

About the girl who watched herself die

When she had no more hope to give

How she'd forgotten how to live

And maybe, just maybe,

You'd understand about me.


Your
eyes are hollows



You
can count your ribs



And
see your spine



But
no one notices something’s wrong


So
you turn away



With
tears in your eyes



Perfect
isn’t good enough



And
you just want to be something


So
you let them



Treat
you like nothing



And
your heart opens up



And
you can’t feel it beating


I'm
screaming at the world but they don't see

How everything's wrong with me

And if you asked if I'm alright

I'd tell you the whole story

About the girl afraid to fly

About the girl who watched herself die

When she had no more hope to give

How she'd forgotten how to live

And maybe, just maybe,

You'd understand about me.


It’s
a tradgedy, why don’t you see



I’m
broken, so broken,



But
nobody hears and nobody listens



I’m
not better than anyone, I’m practically nothing



And
I’m left crying in the corner



And
I can’t, And I can’t, do this again


I'm
screaming at the world but they don't see

How everything's wrong with me

And if you asked if I'm alright

I'd tell you the whole story

About the girl afraid to fly

About the girl who watched herself die

When she had no more hope to give

How she'd forgotten how to live

And maybe, just maybe,

You'd understand about me.


And
maybe, just maybe, someone will finally



Hear
me. 


“This Beautiful Disease”


Can I tell you that if you left



I don’t know where I would be



And it’s the kinda love



Where you are my heartbeat


And did you know that I can’t say



Every word I wrote tonight



It’s easier to sing to others



Than to sing a song to you


Bridge:



Love is a beautiful disease



And the only painkiller



Is the poison



And you are my poison


Chorus:



Come on, love, reach out for me



I wanna tell you what you mean to me



I’m scared you will see in my soul



But I trust you with every story I ever told



And even when you’re gone



I can feel you close to me



And even when I’m breaking



It’s you who makes me free


And if the poison reaches my heart



My love I’m sorry



But if it all fades away



I’ll hold you so close


And if the water fills my lungs



Kiss me goodnight



But if I find myself breathing



I’ll never let go


(Bridge)



(Chorus)


I won’t look back



Don’t you dare look back



I’ll take it all for this love



If my heart will give me a second chance


(Chorus)


Raindrops



Hope for now, my love



As we say goodbye



My heart won’t give



Because you hold it


And somehow you make



The world not seem



So dark and bitter



No nightmares, cause you’re my dream.


Oh, you are simply great,



With a light behind your eyes



But I don’t know how



You fell for a simple fool.



And you’re all I ever wanted



You make me feel safe.



We are not alone in this anymore,



We will walk away from the dark.


And when it’s quiet



I can hear your voice



Between the raindrops



So I know hope lives.


There’s music in the way



You move, confident and bold



And did you know that I called



Just to hear you breathe? Breathe…


Oh, you are simply great,



With a light behind your eyes



But I don’t know how



You fell for a simple fool.



And you’re all I ever wanted



You make me feel safe.



We are not alone in this anymore,



We will walk away from the dark.


Written in our story



Is the meaning of every word



I speak, sing, write to you



Forever your heartbeat in line



With my own


Oh, you are simply great,



With a light behind your eyes



But I don’t know how



You fell for a simple fool.



And you’re all I ever wanted



You make me feel safe.



We are not alone in this anymore,



We will walk away from the dark.


Yeah, I’m only a simple fool.



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