Most of the time, I barely sleep because I am kept up all night with my thoughts and emotions, and I don't know how to stop them. I am a very passionate, emotional, and sensitive person, and..I hate myself because of that. I think I feel to much, care too much, and think too much. And the thing that makes it worse is that the people that I care about always betray me or abandon me. Also, some of my friends are a lot tougher and less sensitive, so I've always wanted to be like them, when every word wouldn't hurt me or my mind wouldn't be a complete explosion of thoughts and feelings.