I've had it. I've had enough. I'm not doing this anymore. I'm too scared. Too scared that someones gonna leave me. I tell my self to calm down. And I tell myself that it's going to be okay. But nothing helps. It's not gonna be okay, it's not. It's not. So if it's not gonna get better then why try to tell myself it will? I'M SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYBODY LEAVING ME IN THE SHADOWS TO ROT. I'VE HAD ENOUGH. I wont take it anymore. They've all left me. I don't trust anyone anymore. I don't trust anyone not to leave me.