thank you, for not ignoring me and skipping to the next chapter. This chapter is un-ispirational. BUT! Before you skip, hear me out. feeling bad, sad, and/or depressed, makes the happiness after that better. So, please, just read this chapter. That is all I'm asking for from you. Now...uh...I guess I'll start now???

(Warning: this is harsh, and depressing)

Do you ever feel like you don't belong??? Do you try to think otherwise? Well, DON'T THINK OTHERWISE. Yes, the world is cruel. Yes, it will get better. But don't let the days count that, YOU need to count the days untill life get's better and you're free from your depression. The DAYS don't need to count YOU. (some inspirational quote I tried to make depressing)

Quote time!!! (Note: I did not make these up. they are from google. I'M not THAT cruel.)

Be yourself... No one wants to be you.
It's sad, getting hurt so much that you can shrug your shoulders and say: "I'm used to it".
Looking at inspirational quotes to make you feel better is like looking at a treadmill to lose weight.