How you hurt.
written by Ĵαмɛƨ Sнαω
I just don't want you to hurt like me.
Last Updated
05/31/21
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Hurting.
Chapter 1
from: https://afsp.org/suicide-statistics/
Every year there is about 1.4 tries of suicide. Every year 48,344 people kill themselves because of others' voices and words. The coast of suicide healings in the US is 69 billion dollars. There are about 132 deaths from suicide a day. On averige there are about 1 death from suicide every 11 minutes.
For every one death there are more people who attempt suicide and most do.
Being alone sucks but at least you don't have to worry about being let down or hurt again.
Their thought have destroyed them more than blades ever could
It's really hard, what to tell people how you feel but whenever someone asks you how you're doing you just lie and tell them you're fine and your life is going great. You don't even know why you lie because you don't want to. You want to tell someone that you're in so much pain you what to die but something inside you keeps saying "Don't tell them. They don't care" and then your mouth starts telling lies.
"Are you okay?" no i'm not, not at all i'm depressed and i have anxiety. My biggest fear is rejection. I want to tell someone, maybe I should tell you. i need someone to hug me, tell me it's going to be okay. I want to tell someone, I want to spill out everything. But what if I tell you and you reject me? What if you think I'm asking for attention? "I'm fine, just tired. Thanks though."
I'm nobody's priority and I don't want to bother anyone with meaningless problems they don't need to hear.
Maybe suicide is meant for that 'wonderful' moment that just once you feel before you cease to exciste.
Just try to understand they may not know why these thoughts come to their heads.
Every year there is about 1.4 tries of suicide. Every year 48,344 people kill themselves because of others' voices and words. The coast of suicide healings in the US is 69 billion dollars. There are about 132 deaths from suicide a day. On averige there are about 1 death from suicide every 11 minutes.
For every one death there are more people who attempt suicide and most do.
Being alone sucks but at least you don't have to worry about being let down or hurt again.
Their thought have destroyed them more than blades ever could
It's really hard, what to tell people how you feel but whenever someone asks you how you're doing you just lie and tell them you're fine and your life is going great. You don't even know why you lie because you don't want to. You want to tell someone that you're in so much pain you what to die but something inside you keeps saying "Don't tell them. They don't care" and then your mouth starts telling lies.
"Are you okay?" no i'm not, not at all i'm depressed and i have anxiety. My biggest fear is rejection. I want to tell someone, maybe I should tell you. i need someone to hug me, tell me it's going to be okay. I want to tell someone, I want to spill out everything. But what if I tell you and you reject me? What if you think I'm asking for attention? "I'm fine, just tired. Thanks though."
I'm nobody's priority and I don't want to bother anyone with meaningless problems they don't need to hear.
Maybe suicide is meant for that 'wonderful' moment that just once you feel before you cease to exciste.
Just try to understand they may not know why these thoughts come to their heads.
