that night I had a different dream. I dreamt of Sirius and i. I dreamt that we spent the rest of our school careers together. Then I dreamt that we got jobs, had a life. the best part was that I dreamt remembering our past. I remembered every kiss we shared, every night we spent together. I dreamt that every full moon. the pain lessened, and I kept my head, then when it was over, he cradled my head to his chest and told me everything was going to be ok. that night I dreamt of the future, about our wedding, and about our friend's weddings, of growing old, of peace. then finally I dreamt of death. peaceful sliding into nothingness, hand in hand with my love. when I went into the everlasting sleep in my dream, that's when I woke up.

I opened my eyes to find myself curled up to Sirius's chest. the tears hadn't yet dried from my face. I poke my head out from under the covers to find the sun just past sunrise. careful not to wake him, I clambered out ou Sirius's bed and headed towards my own. (sorry for the continuity error.) everyone else in the dormitory was still asleep so I pulled on my shirt and got into bed. my bed was cold and hard compared to the warmth of having Sirius by my side. I tried to get comfortable, but I couldn't manage it, so I just walked down to the common room and took out a book. I sat in my favorite armchair and pulled my knees up to my chin. my eyes scanned the page without taking any of it in. my mind was still upstairs, with Sirius.

an hour later I was shaken awake by James. apparently I had fallen asleep in the fair. I looked up at James who laughed and said,
"my god moony! you drool in your sleep." I quickly wiped my mouth on my sleeve and asked,
"Is anyone else up?"
"everyone else is up. you slept through half of breakfast." I jumped up.
"Why didn't anyone wake me up!" I screamed. I hurried around, trying to locate my books and quills.
"you looked so peaceful, drooling all over the chair. and besides, calm down its Saturday." I stopped searching and stood straight. how could I have forgotten?
"We don't have class?" I asked stupidly.
"Not unless you have extra classes on Saturdays, which I wouldn't put past you. but this is also the last Saturday of term, so you are going to be busy packing."
"no need, I already packed." my face slackened as I remembered that the year was ending the next day, and everyone was going home for the summer.
"ah don't look so blue," said James, "we'll see each other on the Hogwarts express!" I can't believe that just after Sirius and I got together, we had to say goodbye.