I know mom haunts this house. Sometimes I even feel her like she is telling me something, i'm just not sure what. I've been really depressed lately and have done some stupid things. I hurt myself, yes I know it's bad but it's the only way I can let out my pain because no one listens to me. You might think it's weird and all but i'm a teenager going through the toughest stage of my life where everything is changing and becoming very insecure. School is coming soon and once again I will have to face my peers.