☠Toxic☠ The [Updated] Story of Surrounding Myself With Toxic People
written by Parker Lestrange
True story. (In Progress please tell me what you think of it.) Also, my memory sucks so i'll try to remember as much as i can, if i skip over time it's 'cause i can't remember.
Last Updated
05/31/21
Chapters
3
Reads
567
First Chapter
Chapter 1
When i first began 5th grade, i met someone who (like me) loved Harry Potter! I was ecstatic, it's amazing to meet someone with the same interests as me. But after a few days, this person started saying nasty comments about my appearance and telling me stuff i should change.
When i brought up, they would just say it was all in my head and that they were just there to help. I agreed with them, and the moment i did, i felt like a put a mask on over the real me. I agreed with everything they said/did and even started denying myself food just to be cool to them.
Whenever i tried to draw, they'd say it was horrible and that it looked like a 6 year old drew it. I was crushed absolutely crushed. I tried my hardest to draw that and yet they denied that there was anything good in it. Eventually, the words starting eating me up inside and i pretended to be happy. I pushed away food and talking.
My family noticed that there was something wrong, but i told them it was just a "phase."
Eventually, this person met new people who were toxic with them to. And me (being the littlest) got picked on. I agreed with them and even took the blame for them for stuff that i wasn't even involved with. I believed everything they said and i almost started doing Self-harm over it.
Backtracking a bit;
When i was in 1st grade, this girl (i was the new kid) was really nice to me at first and stuff. Then she started forcing me to do stuff or else i'd get told on. It was horrible and i'm ashamed i let myself get pushed around like that.
Back to present;
This happened a lot and i went with it. Not wanting to soil my good name at school. This happened for a long time. I was forced to answer their calls on my phone when i was busy or they'd spam me messages. My phone would blow up and i had to entertain them.
[Chapter in Progress, please stand by]
When i brought up, they would just say it was all in my head and that they were just there to help. I agreed with them, and the moment i did, i felt like a put a mask on over the real me. I agreed with everything they said/did and even started denying myself food just to be cool to them.
Whenever i tried to draw, they'd say it was horrible and that it looked like a 6 year old drew it. I was crushed absolutely crushed. I tried my hardest to draw that and yet they denied that there was anything good in it. Eventually, the words starting eating me up inside and i pretended to be happy. I pushed away food and talking.
My family noticed that there was something wrong, but i told them it was just a "phase."
Eventually, this person met new people who were toxic with them to. And me (being the littlest) got picked on. I agreed with them and even took the blame for them for stuff that i wasn't even involved with. I believed everything they said and i almost started doing Self-harm over it.
Backtracking a bit;
When i was in 1st grade, this girl (i was the new kid) was really nice to me at first and stuff. Then she started forcing me to do stuff or else i'd get told on. It was horrible and i'm ashamed i let myself get pushed around like that.
Back to present;
This happened a lot and i went with it. Not wanting to soil my good name at school. This happened for a long time. I was forced to answer their calls on my phone when i was busy or they'd spam me messages. My phone would blow up and i had to entertain them.
[Chapter in Progress, please stand by]
