The Girl Who Never Knew
written by J, X and H
This short story is something I came up with because I felt like it. So read if you are bored, if you want if you would like to and I hope you like it. It's about a girl suffering from a loss of a friend? If I get 2000 reads I will write part 2 of this book titled "I am Jace".
Last Updated
05/31/21
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Journal Entry #2: What I think of Love, Friendship, and Death.
Chapter 2
We or most people think that love will just come to them, but the thing is love and the 'one for you' could not be so straight forward. I personally, don't know who the hell would love me, I feel bad for my foster parents everyday, who are forced to, or try to show that they actually care. I know, I know, I sound like a person who is depressed, and wants people to feel bad for me. But I really don't want that, I barely tell anyone about that, I just try not to bring it up. Well back to Love, it can be a good thing and bad thing, but all around, we all know that feeling, maybe. I haven't found the one for me yet, so I guess at this rate I never will, and I am fine with that.
Now here is Friendship, oh how this word sends chills down my spine. People take friendship for granted, in my experience. Here are the 3 different types are most common for what I know: First you have tons of 'friends' but you barely know any of them, or maybe only a couple really well. Second you have a few very close friends, that you do everything with, and almost trust your life with them. Then Finally, you only have one really good friend, that has your back no matter what, that would take a bullet for you, you call this person your best friend. In my opinion the first one, is toxic in friendships, (with my experiences) and the Second one, is like a second family, the people who truly care. Well out of all 3, can you guess which one I have? I have had experiences with all them, then finally only having one friend through the years, who stayed with me.
Okay now finally Death, when I think of this, I think of two things. The thought of me dying and the thought of someone close to me dying. I have had one of my closest friends die, out of nowhere. He was the person I would do anything for, he would do anything for me. I have know him since 1st grade, going through school together. Until 7th grade, when it happened. It was just a normal day, we were riding bikes to my house. When we were going down the hill, his brakes weren't working, he...crashed into a car coming out. He was going fast, with no helmet, nothing, and the car was pulling out fast, not seeing him. I still have the imagine in my head 3 years later. The last thing he said to me, before we went down the hill, was, "Lets race J, come on it will be fun," and I said, "Okay Jace," and then he was going faster then me, and he was gone, and I saw and heard the thundering crash. But that is besides the point, so all around Death is just unsuspecting and it comes fast, and takes no mercy.
Now here is Friendship, oh how this word sends chills down my spine. People take friendship for granted, in my experience. Here are the 3 different types are most common for what I know: First you have tons of 'friends' but you barely know any of them, or maybe only a couple really well. Second you have a few very close friends, that you do everything with, and almost trust your life with them. Then Finally, you only have one really good friend, that has your back no matter what, that would take a bullet for you, you call this person your best friend. In my opinion the first one, is toxic in friendships, (with my experiences) and the Second one, is like a second family, the people who truly care. Well out of all 3, can you guess which one I have? I have had experiences with all them, then finally only having one friend through the years, who stayed with me.
Okay now finally Death, when I think of this, I think of two things. The thought of me dying and the thought of someone close to me dying. I have had one of my closest friends die, out of nowhere. He was the person I would do anything for, he would do anything for me. I have know him since 1st grade, going through school together. Until 7th grade, when it happened. It was just a normal day, we were riding bikes to my house. When we were going down the hill, his brakes weren't working, he...crashed into a car coming out. He was going fast, with no helmet, nothing, and the car was pulling out fast, not seeing him. I still have the imagine in my head 3 years later. The last thing he said to me, before we went down the hill, was, "Lets race J, come on it will be fun," and I said, "Okay Jace," and then he was going faster then me, and he was gone, and I saw and heard the thundering crash. But that is besides the point, so all around Death is just unsuspecting and it comes fast, and takes no mercy.
