Nothing is here, no matter how hard I try. Freinds never there. Hope crushed over and over. Nobody joining clubs, nobody wanting to be my friend. Classes causing more and more bore. nobody there for me, I'm on my own. I've never seen one ray of sunshine anywhere here. I'm just one of those behind the scenes characters in somebody else's story. and worst of all, I'm only a first year. I can't even learn what I want to. I want to be like Newt Scamander. but nobody understands. because nobody's there.